Coming here was a revelation. When I first got here, I had two of my friends, but they disappeared before too long. But I had other people. A city full of them.
Having just Madi wasn't good for me.
[It wasn't good for Madi in the aftermath, either.]
But I think when you factor in human nature—how long do you think it took me to figure that out?
[Clarke figures that Jack will have a proper answer for that. It's mostly rhetorical. "Too long." Isn't that always the answer to questions like that?]
Either way, that means that reconciling what I've lost in returning here isn't as difficult. I've had someone I've loved, too, and I've lost her. I guess I got off lucky.
You're saying that it's easier for you to deal with because you've been through it before? I kind of find that hard to believe. Seems like it's adding insult to injury.
No. Not quite that. I know where Madi is. I can reconcile that. Even if that version of me failed to save that world, I know where my daughter is right now.
That's something I can ground myself in, something more real.
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Having just Madi wasn't good for me.
[It wasn't good for Madi in the aftermath, either.]
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But I think when you factor in human nature—how long do you think it took me to figure that out?
[Clarke figures that Jack will have a proper answer for that. It's mostly rhetorical. "Too long." Isn't that always the answer to questions like that?]
Either way, that means that reconciling what I've lost in returning here isn't as difficult. I've had someone I've loved, too, and I've lost her. I guess I got off lucky.
Unlike you, I mean.
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That's something I can ground myself in, something more real.
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And if you aren't, then I hope you do have someone you can talk to.
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[ But it's unlikely this is going to be something Jack's ever ready to talk about. ]
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[At least she tried.]