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That sounds so simple.

I don't think we should do that. Or not only that.

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what else do you want to add to the list?

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It's not about just adding it to the list.

It's about actually knowing that it's okay to feel something from what we've experienced.

If not there than anything we've been through as a group.

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i think that's part of life
of living

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Maybe.

It just feels like it should be something more.

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it can be, if we make it

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Are you prepared to do that?

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i'm trying

[ by checking in with people. by being there for them. by asking them to be there for her, on occasion.

she's not sure that's what clarke means, though. ]

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I know.

I guess knowing what I want out of life is new. I usually don't have any idea.

Zerzura wasn't exactly enlightening for me when it came to that.

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what do you want out of life?

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[If the "so and so is typing" interface is still in place in 2511, there's a lot of it here.

Like twenty minutes of it.]

Peace.

[Not deep, but Clarke realizes it's why she wanted to give up, and why she even would in the first place.]

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[ unseen, bobbi smiles a sad little smile. she wishes she could make it so that clarke gets what she wants.

bobbi herself doesn't want peace, not really. she knows herself; she'd find trouble. but she wants people to be all right, to be happy. ]

i hope you find it

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[Funnily enough, the big thing that Zerzura showed Clarke was how to handle peace. She hadn't done it well with just Madi, but Clarke knows she can't just live with Madi. She has to be doing things, has to have a purpose and a drive.]

Well, I'm working on it.